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*CaptRicoSakara:iconCaptRicoSakara:

Christopher Richard Gay  

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  • Deviant since Aug 24, 2003, 1:43 PM
  • Subscribed until Apr 4, 2009, 1:47 PM
  • 135 Deviations
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Journal Entry: Sat Mar 1, 2008, 12:43 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
First off, I'm sorry for being gone for so long, again. I really don't know how much else I can put this into words. So, let me explain:
For the last month and a half, my mother was recovering from her surgery at the hospital, for javing her cancer removed from her uterus. For the last 5 weeks or so, she was doing just fine recovering from the surgery. However, just a few days ago, she was having problems with the fluids in her body - having trouble draining them out. So we called 911, and had her taken back to the hospital to get a draining bag to drain the fluids out. Once we did that, she felt better, and was able to return home. That was on Wendesday this week.
However, I'm afraid that fate decided otherwise. At around 11 PM, Thursday night, my mom started to have problems - she was getting cold, and having problems breathing - we don't know was happening. So we calleed 911 again, and hhad her taken back to the hospital. My dad went with them. About an hour or so later, my Dad and his friend Fred came home.
It pains me to say this part but, my mother has passed away.
Right now, I'm am in so much grief and pain and suffering, that it makes me feel like I had it worst then her. Deep down inside, I feel regret, anger, and despire. I wish I could turn back time, and undo all the mess that has happened. I even wish I could see my mom again, hug her, kiss her, love her like a son should. But I can not.
I'm afraid now, ladies and gentlemen, I can not be here right now. I'm going to temporarily put all commissions on hold, and cancel for the time being. Please understand, I have no intension for forgetting any that I have left to do. As much as I was planning to get get back to them the last time I posted here, I was hoping to do so once my mother had recovered. But now, I can't - not yet at least. there is much my dad and I have to do now, and I just don't have the time at the moment to do so. So for now, until the time allows, I'm temporarily closing all commissions, and putting everything on hold until I can return. I will be gone for a while, but I'll see about dropping by whenever I can.
I hope one day I can come back, and continue my work, but right now, I can not.
Please, I know all of you are upset that I haven't done your commissions in a while, but now I ask you for mercy and time - time for me and my family to recover from our lose and move on.
I promise to all of you, your commissions are not being forgotten here, I just simply taking an extended leave of abscene for the time being.
All that ask of all of you is for support and pray for me. Pray that I make it through somehow.

I promise, I'll be back soon. I'll try. Until then, wish me luck...

-ALL TRADES ARE CLOSED!
-COMMISSION OPENED ON FA ONLY! Please to got to my FA page for info (under "captricosakara"). Thank you

~~MY FAMILY~~
:iconkurokisei: :iconsweetangelookami: :iconerikor:
"Hit me back, just to chat!"
-CRS



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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 25 (birthday October 13th)
  • Current Residence: Warren, MI - In the bottomless pit I call society!
  • Interests: Anime, Sci-Fi, drawing, Web-design, Flash 5/MX
  • Favourite movie: ID4, StarShip Troopers, Transformers 2007, Akira, The Abyss, The Terminator Trilogy, etc..
  • Favourite band or musician: Genesis, Cyrstal Method, Metallica, etc...
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock and Anime
  • Favourite artist: Jerry Goldsmith, Danny Elfman, James Horner, H.R. Giger, etc..
  • Favourite poet or writer: How the hell should I know? 0_-
  • Favourite photographer: National Geographic?
  • Favourite style or digital art: Anime, CGI, Flash Interfaces
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Shell of choice: 0_-
  • Wallpaper of choice: Star Trek and Sonic Wallpapers
  • Skin of choice: 0_-
  • Favourite game: Sonic Heroes, Colony Wars Trilogy, Armored Core Trilogy (PS1 and PS2), Super Metroid, etc.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS1, PS2, SuperNES
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rouge the Bat, Vash the Stampede, and Radical Edward and Kaolla Suu
  • Personal Quote: "Hit me back, just to chat!"
  • Tools of the Trade: PhotoShop 7.0, Flash 5 & MX, Pagemill 3.0, FrontPage

Devious Comments

~Grimthehedgehog99:iconGrimthehedgehog99: 6 hours 24 minutes ago
hello ^

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homunculi man will eat your soul >:)
~SonicGirl10111:iconSonicGirl10111: 6 hours 34 minutes ago
i know that you don't know me, so i don't know how much this will help, but i hope that you'll get through your mother's death.
i really can't say any more than that..

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:typerhappy: :typerhappy: :typerhappy: :typerhappy: :typerhappy:
Enjoy life~
~lol20:iconlol20: 14 hours 23 minutes ago
Im sorry sir, but he does not take requests
sorry

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its what you don't have, its what you can have, if you believe it, dreams can get you somewhere ^_^
~himino-uchiha:iconhimino-uchiha: 1 day 10 hours ago
omg i love your art ^^

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yum lol
~ShadowMark-182:iconShadowMark-182: 3 days 2 hours ago
Do you take requests? I have new ideas and I really don't know how to draw or paint.
*ZamieCat:iconZamieCat: 3 days 20 hours ago
^^ Thanx for the fave

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Well my brain died XD
*aha-mccoy:iconaha-mccoy: 3 days 20 hours ago
thanx a lot for the +fav buddy ^^

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Apenas os verdadeiros ahavatars não tem cheiro e nem soltam as tiras.
~roxettethefox:iconroxettethefox: 6 days 1 hour ago
You are my idol! I want to be as good as you when I get older!
Hope to see you around soon!

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:heart: Roxettethefox :heart:
~FMADragonboy:iconFMADragonboy: 6 days 16 hours ago
PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING. ITS SO DANG TRUE*

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem

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"go home before i kill you" -masu to oni in dragons heed-

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we're all born with wings some just dont use them
=Happy-Hard-Core:iconHappy-Hard-Core: May 2, 2008, 12:30:23 AM
who made your cool avatar

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I am the most Hard Core Deviant on DA.
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You do not want to mess with me!
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My art is all done by me and only me.
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I cut myself when i see the bright lights.
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I love the taste of blood on the tip of my tongue.
~legendnight:iconlegendnight: May 1, 2008, 7:49:55 PM
sorry ment to say one door closes another opens. in amarika.
yugioh abriged. sorry for the miss spells.
~legendnight:iconlegendnight: May 1, 2008, 7:43:19 PM
the only thing i can say is this. one door opens anoter closes. one of the people i knew died last week. and sorry if i sound like a prik. not britesh btw.
~henya66:iconhenya66: May 1, 2008, 2:37:35 PM
T'was a great gallery, ti's a sight
to be seen indeed. Kudos to you my Friend!
You deserved it. :handshake:

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Death is the Joy of Re-birth. :jsenn:
~Zexen-the-Hexen:iconZexen-the-Hexen: May 1, 2008, 12:17:20 PM
Thats cool. I had this idea last night for a character like rico rika kitana. If you wanna know message me back
~neakui:iconneakui: May 1, 2008, 7:40:05 AM Mood: Passionate
dude ur art is just amazin!!!!! i like the way u draw ur characters and how u light them
~UzumakiSonic619:iconUzumakiSonic619: Apr 30, 2008, 6:47:20 PM
If you didn't notice, I made a deviation for you but I'm not sure if you saw it yet.

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If you can"Believe It!', you can achieve it.

Naruto:I can already do a summon see?
*summons Clucky*
Clucky: Caw-ca-caw!
Jiraiya: Holy sh**,it's a giant chicken!
Naruto Abridged 18


Chris's WWE Theme:[link]
*CaptRicoSakara:iconCaptRicoSakara: Apr 30, 2008, 1:12:45 PM
I'm alright. I'm trying out fanfiction to get my mind off things. I want to go back to commissions soon, though.

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"Hit me back, just to chat!"
~Zexen-the-Hexen:iconZexen-the-Hexen: Apr 29, 2008, 12:15:19 PM
HI there. Im new to deviant art and read what happened. I can understand what your going through cause my grandma passed away before Christmas. I was really sad when i heard the news. I hope things get better man. Add me as a friend if possible at the time. Love the gallery btw
~UzumakiSonic619:iconUzumakiSonic619: Apr 28, 2008, 4:14:25 PM
How's it going dude?

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If you can"Believe It!', you can achieve it.

Naruto:I can already do a summon see?
*summons Clucky*
Clucky: Caw-ca-caw!
Jiraiya: Holy sh**,it's a giant chicken!
Naruto Abridged 18


Chris's WWE Theme:[link]
~Blade487Shad:iconBlade487Shad: Apr 28, 2008, 2:49:24 PM
awesome gallery:D

You have a new watcher:3

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O3o
I can smell that apple pie you got


GIMMIE!:noes:
~bttf1985:iconbttf1985: Apr 27, 2008, 3:58:20 PM
Hope to see you back very soon.
~uzzthehedgehog:iconuzzthehedgehog: Apr 27, 2008, 2:48:37 PM
Hi,there. :)

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IT'S OVER 9000!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Maxwell-Blackburn:iconMaxwell-Blackburn: Apr 25, 2008, 8:29:14 PM
Well I hope everything has been going well for you. That's all I can really say. I apologize. I wish you and your family well.

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Need I say more?
*CaptRicoSakara:iconCaptRicoSakara: Apr 25, 2008, 12:45:25 PM
No, I'm not back. Not yet at least. I just browser DA & FA for updates, that's all.

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"Hit me back, just to chat!"