First off, I'm sorry for being gone for so long, again. I really don't know how much else I can put this into words. So, let me explain:
For the last month and a half, my mother was recovering from her surgery at the hospital, for javing her cancer removed from her uterus. For the last 5 weeks or so, she was doing just fine recovering from the surgery. However, just a few days ago, she was having problems with the fluids in her body - having trouble draining them out. So we called 911, and had her taken back to the hospital to get a draining bag to drain the fluids out. Once we did that, she felt better, and was able to return home. That was on Wendesday this week.
However, I'm afraid that fate decided otherwise. At around 11 PM, Thursday night, my mom started to have problems - she was getting cold, and having problems breathing - we don't know was happening. So we calleed 911 again, and hhad her taken back to the hospital. My dad went with them. About an hour or so later, my Dad and his friend Fred came home.
It pains me to say this part but, my mother has passed away.
Right now, I'm am in so much grief and pain and suffering, that it makes me feel like I had it worst then her. Deep down inside, I feel regret, anger, and despire. I wish I could turn back time, and undo all the mess that has happened. I even wish I could see my mom again, hug her, kiss her, love her like a son should. But I can not.
I'm afraid now, ladies and gentlemen, I can not be here right now. I'm going to temporarily put all commissions on hold, and cancel for the time being. Please understand, I have no intension for forgetting any that I have left to do. As much as I was planning to get get back to them the last time I posted here, I was hoping to do so once my mother had recovered. But now, I can't - not yet at least. there is much my dad and I have to do now, and I just don't have the time at the moment to do so. So for now, until the time allows, I'm temporarily closing all commissions, and putting everything on hold until I can return. I will be gone for a while, but I'll see about dropping by whenever I can.
I hope one day I can come back, and continue my work, but right now, I can not.
Please, I know all of you are upset that I haven't done your commissions in a while, but now I ask you for mercy and time - time for me and my family to recover from our lose and move on.
I promise to all of you, your commissions are not being forgotten here, I just simply taking an extended leave of abscene for the time being.
All that ask of all of you is for support and pray for me. Pray that I make it through somehow.

I promise, I'll be back soon. I'll try. Until then, wish me luck...

-ALL TRADES ARE CLOSED!
-COMMISSION OPENED ON FA ONLY! Please to got to my FA page for info (under "captricosakara"). Thank you